It's already a month huh? One whole lousy month. Everything is terrible. Nothing has gone right. Why? I don't know. It's been so depressing lately.

Well, I've completed my secondary education finally. We've held a Graduation Ceremony and Prom Night last month. Both had such bitter memories. However, I'll never forget Prom Night. I saw a beautiful angel there. Gen was totally stunning. I've NEVER seen anybody as beautiful as her before. Seriously, when I see her for the first time, I was completely speechless. At the same time, I acted like a complete idiot. She talked to me but I just kept quiet! I'm sooo stupid. No wonder she did'nt talk to me much lately. Sigh, I am so depressed, mentally weak and weary. She must've hated me now.

Well, I also went for a holiday last 2 weeks to Melacca and K.L. It's fun, but got diarhoea though. I also got my first job as a retail assistant at Giant Bedok. Tough job, but what job is not tough man. I need the money. Also, I nearly got myself killed on the job by a 21'' television! Haha, working there can be interesting at times due to people like Fazleen and Jun Jie and all the part timers there. Haha.

Still, even if I'm paid millions, the hole in my heart can never be covered. It longs and yearns for this one person whom to me, is one in a million. I can never ever find someone as perfect to me as she is. She will always be in the top of the list and I will never forget her. I hope she has the same feelings as I do.

I miss her so much...