Well, 2005 has left and we welcome 2006. Though I hate changes, things like this just cannot be avoided. The best year of my life has come to a close. I don't know what to expect for 2006, but I certainly hope it will be better than 2005.

In other news, you know who sent me an IM just now, apologising for being so busy all the time. Yeah right. As if an apology can help speed up the recovery. However, something in me just say that I should'nt give up on her. Man, I've never felt so strongly about a girl before like I do for her. But she did broke my heart many times before and it really hurts so much. At times, I felt like I was at the brink of insanity. Why must life be so complicated?

Damn, after what I've said about her? Maybe I should'nt give up on her just yet. Perhaps all I need is time for me to think things through. Guess I should ask her when I see her to get my cable back. I pray that the New Year would bring me good luck and that the relationship between she and I could be better.

I think I should be the one to apologise for what I've said earlier.

Sorry...