Ahh, when was the last time since I talked to Gen?

I can't even remember. It's been so long... Very long.

Why am I so obsessed about her? Isn't there other people out there who's better for me? Then why can't I just get her out my head?

It's been too long. So long it hurts my head from thinking. Keeping this feeling inside of me has now been very difficult. I need to tell. If not, I'll forever be like this. I'm leading such a depressing life. I don't feel carefree anymore.

ARRGH!!!

Why is she quiet? I just asked her out and then this happened?

She hates me right?

I knew it... It's pointless to go on. But this stubborn brain just won't know when to quit!

I'm gonna go for a final try. This time, I'm gonna drop the bomb. No more waiting, no more suffering in silence, no more crazy thoughts. It's all gonna end soon.

I just hope it'll turn out well.