What a fucking day...
How's that for an intro? But seriously, today is one damn lousy day. It's just not what I planned it to be. Everything went terribly, horribly wrong!
I sacrificed my morning just to attend this stupid alumni meeting. Actually I did'nt want to go, just that I wanted to see Gen again. But to my surprise, she came with this guy! What the fuck! I was so damn annoyed I didn't even want to speak to her. I just pretended to listen to music and ignored her. All day, she entertained that guy. Again... What the fuck! The meeting was pure shit and a waste of my fucking time. After that, we went for a walk since it ended early. The hell I know, I should've just gone home instead of following them. While walking out, the guy invited her to a badminton game and she glady accepted. FUCK!!! Later on, I walked alone of course, five steps ahead of them both. All the time, I was walking alone. I was totally fed-up. Inside of me, I was totally pissed off like crazy. To make things worse, she told me she wanted to go to that guy's house to go get some stuff. And they took a taxi! Argh, what the fuck!!! That was too much man. With every ounce of patience I had in me, I rejected the guy's offer of sharing the cab and left off. I was totally burning with fury like never before. The day went wrong after that. I felt low, so low it's hard to be happy. Though I tried my best to control myself and not show how I was feeling.
I went to buy a cable later on. I didn't even have the mood of hanging out after that. I was feeling so damn low, I just don't know what to do. Fuck it man!
Argh... To hell with you people...