I realised that if you're in a band, it ain't all such a good thing.

Like for example, feelings of a band member. This situation happened like more than twice, especially to drummers. I don't know why, but somehow, if the band thinks that if he or she is weak, that person's just gonna be kicked out or not included in the band. So, me being an 'S' person, I'd be more sensitive towards the feelings of the guy who's gonna be kicked out or not included. It just sucks to be in that position, knowing that that person is passionate about music and the instrument he played. Kinda think of it, it's just not fair. Maybe cos I know what it feels like to be left out of something that you really like to do. Haha. Oh well...

I'm getting obsessed with J-rock songs. It's not those kinda songs you hear on animes or whatsoever. It's those kind of underground or mainstream you often hear on the radio. But in this case, it's Japanese. Haha. So some of the bands I'm hooked on is currently X-Japan and Larcenciel. But the one I like most now is Larcenciel, pretty smooth vocals they got man. There's also this music, but was a solo recording by one of the guitarist from X-Japan. I can't remember his name, but he died cause of suicide or something. Quite a waste cos the songs he made were damn nice man! The members of X-Japan were also weird, in a sense of their dressing. Haha. But it's all cool.

Just got back from jamming. Not a bad session, seeing that most of the studios were booked by some 1970's malay group band or something. Then got one of this person, seeing that were young kids, requested song by a band I can't remember. All I know was that they band song they requested was on old band la. Haha. What the hell. So we just said, 'We're not sure. We only play young kid's song.' Haha.

Oh, I was at Miz-29 just now and I was talking to one of the staff there bout shoes, then suddenly the topic of comics suddenly pop out. Haha. It was cool cos I've never known there's actually someone out there who reads comics. Not those manga, but DC or marvel comics. I don't mind manga, but I prefer those action kinda comics. Some of them can really get you thinking bout how injustice and cruel this world can be. But it was nice talking to him, pretty cool dude... and after the talk, I now consider Quentin Tarentino as one of the top director for sadistic/horror shows.

Tomorrow is riding and then maybe meeting at school bout the performance for the design mass gathering. It sure is gonna be cool to perform in front of the whole school in TEMASEK CONVENTION CENTRE! Haha. It's like performing at the Esplanade's Powerhouse Stage or something. Anyway, I hope the people who signed up for it are still enthusiatic as I am.

Cheers!