Urgh, puked like mad. Don't ask why, but it was rather scary. I almost puked on the bus. Can't hold on to it anymore so I puked at the bus stop as soon as I alighted. Puked again at home. But the one at home was the most scariest. It's like I can't puke anymore, but my brain says I have to. I almost puked my brain out! It was super bad. Damn giddy now...

Before that, a thought occured to me. One that really struck me. That thought was about me. Me being a lousy son. I think I should start doing something that would really make my folks proud. I don't know what, but I just felt I should repay everything they've done for me; especially my mum. Why?

1) They got me a new hp.
2) My mum loaned me 100 bucks for Singfest, in which I will pay her back whether she like it or not.
3) They got me my laptop.
4) They got me my first guitar.

It's like, they make sure everything is adequate for me. And I feel I haven't done anything that would really make their sacrifice worth while.

I'm gonna stop here man. I think I'm gonna puke again...