ahh, hari raya is indeed a beautiful day. the well wishes and the forgiveness we seek from each other. i think i feel at peace during this time.

out of all, the well wishes sent by my 'brothers' are the ones i'll keep close to heart. yeah, we've been through thick and thin. endured each others stupidity, fights, arrogance and many other ugly situation. however, when i think back about the times we've hung out, it's always the good memories that will flash before me.

therefore, if any of them come by this page, 'aku nak mintak maaf uh kalau aku serba salah ke ape. ni semua memang tak sengaje, so jangan ambik berat hati uh kay.'

haha, it has to be in malay to be meaningful i guess. sorry if i'm being racist or anything. i'm NOT.

so, today passed by kinda good. did some good deeds for myself and my folks. kinda feel the need to repent for all the bad things i've done over this past time. in short, i'm in a rather good mood i guess.

in the evening, i met up with saha and mizan. we talked about certain incidents till past midnight. there's no transport so i walked home. on the way, a sudden thought came to my mind. it's a text i read from somewhere few years back. it kinda made an impact on me, so till now i kinda vaguely remember it. it goes like...

"... each person has a task on earth. we meet certain people for a certain reason. sometimes, the meeting is short. sometimes, the meeting could be long one. it depends on what the person has to teach or show you. however, once the task is done, we'll have to part with the person we have came across during our journey in life. his/her teaching might have either a positive or negative impact. however, the person could have such a positive impact, we think it's fate that brought the two people together and feelings occur. somehow, that might not the reason. he/she is just there to fulfill his/her task."

it's written in my own words. but i guess, it's as close as to what i had in mind.

to continue the last sentance; i guess when that situation happenes, it kinda makes you feel as if something's been ripped out of you in a sort of way. whatever it is, it makes you feel sad i guess.

yeah, this is a rather sad post. i've decided not to use emo seeing that it would go against my belief of being anti-emo. haha.

in other news, i'm thinking of shutting this blog down. 226 posts over two years. well done fik! haha. i don't think i find the need to blog anymore. i only have one objective for having this thing up. if i do blog, it's gonna be on myspace. so if you're curious to know what my life is like, just check by there once in awhile.

this blog will be taken down after the end of hari raya. thanks for reading. if there is such person out there. haha!

CHEERS! :D