currently listening to the old tracks of green day. haha. each track has it's own piece of memory. like say the song 'redundant' reminds me of when i'm in the bus on the way to school for an exam back in secondary school. i was so fond of the band that i went to sign up for their fan club! haha. i still own the card and the tee shirt... man, those were the days.

anyway, like i said the rain always get me pondering about stuffs. kinda makes my heart feel unsettled at the many uncertainties life has in store for me. i can foresee many changes ahead, but there's one change i certainly would refuse to accept. 

but somehow, i kinda feel that the change is imminent. it pains me knowing that and it's hard for me to swallow the fact. i seriously wonder why can't some things remain as they are? why must change take place?

hmm... i just wish i can read your mind for a minute to see what's bothering you.

*sigh.