you have someone close to you, yet i try time and time again to be that guy. it sickens me that i'm having a hard time moving on.

my chest hurts... hurts real bad.

it's like the feeling of being betrayed, alone, depressed, insane all merge into one.

i've lost my motivation to live. i've lost my reason to wake up each day. 

but when i talk to you, it gives me sustenance to last another grueling minute.

but it's all just delusion, cause i know i'm just another someone.

it hurts... it hurts so bad...