1) rather me then my dad

2) i've reached a point where i seriously find no point in living

the smile you see outside is just a cover up for the bleak and irreversible damage done to me inside.

all i wished was this simple request. maybe i was foolish not to take the chance earlier. this is the price i have to pay.

never would i thought i would be depressed. but i know i am.

i wanna be happy again... like how i used to be last time. genuinely happy.