F|kRy

2009-06-02T00:24:00.001+08:00

hi, i've shifted to:

www.himynameisfik.livejournal.com

as this blog contains alot of memories, i'll leave it open. plus, i'll activate the history posts for your enjoyment soon!

2009-05-13T01:14:00.002+08:00

i've been ignored... and i feel like shit now.

can't believe it. ignored, by someone i put everything first before anything else. why sial.

i question myself the same thing over and over again. all those things i've done, but the things i get in return adds up to zero, nothing, zilch.

why do i bother so much when i gain nothing out of it but pain and sorrow.

2009-04-29T01:28:00.002+08:00

i should learn to shut my mouth and not say anything stupid anymore. or maybe it's just you?

ahh, i don't even know why i'm always nice to you. i don't even get anything in return man.

hmm, i don't how to feel right now.

2009-04-17T03:13:00.012+08:00

when i thought i had finally move on, i still realised i have feelings for you.

my heart was in pain like never before. my mind was in a state of chaos, my chest felt like there was a tight squeeze and for a split second it stopped beating. i was on the floor groaning and writhing in a agony.

i twisted, squirmed and even charged my head on the cold floor tiles. i scratched my whole body till my skin was red, peeling with burning sensation. my fingernails felt like it was about to be ripped off, signs of blood from the torn skin oozed out. the pain was nothing compared to how my heart felt.

it was then i realised how much you meant to me. the time we had last time that i took for granted, now to me felt so precious.

i'm jealous, i'm furious, i'm irritated at the fact you're gone. you're with someone else and i can't help but be envious.. i say the stupidest things when that happens which would offend you.

but it's all because i'm scared. i'm scared of losing you to someone else. i'm scared you'll forget me and the times we had together.

i know, i know and would probably have guessed it's a one sided thing. but somehow, deep down i felt there was something going on. but as usual, i was too stupid to realise, take the chance and do something more for you.

i was embarrassed to show you how i felt. but i can't be that way knowing i'm losing you day by day. as day by day pass your heart grows fonder for this other guy. i want to be that guy!

for the first time ever, i've never felt so strong about a person. it's always a relieve and always felt right being with you, or even just taking a glimpse of you... and for the first time ever, i cried my heart out knowing i'm going to lose you forever. leaving me clinging on tightly, my memories with you.

watch your back they say!

2009-04-15T03:54:00.004+08:00

watch your back, is what this picture's about.

i should really thank my lucky stars to have awesome friends watching my back. despite being how much of an asshole, they will never do anything to betray me. i can always count on them when the time arise. i can really go on and on about how awesome they are, but let's just leave it at that. these people are really great people to be with.

ahh, it feels good to be my own self again. i woke up perfectly fine today. no negative images or flashbacks. i do admit, it was pretty much a tough fight to get my thoughts straighten out. but it looks like things are falling into place slowly and i thank god for that.

well, me being my own self again means oogling at cute anime girls and also the real ones of course. haha. but somehow along the way, as mentioned in the previous post, i've kinda taken a keen interest into cross dressers.

ok, not that i'm gay, but there really are those who can pull it off as a girl! haha. which kinda makes me wanna try it out and see how'd i look like as a girl. gakkou e ikou is defintely one of those japanese variety show that is a must watch. damn funny, damn awesome!

ahh, interview in a few hours time. i really want to get this position, 2 months design job for ACM. i hope the pay and the working hour is good. but most importantly, i hope if i do get the job, the people i work with are good. sucks to work with difficult people.

cheers!

OOOHLALAAAA~

2009-04-14T00:28:00.010+08:00

ok, so it's another day of just sitting at home and watching time go by. one must say life after school is rather easy-going. better enjoy it before i start ns right? haha.

but i did contacted my uncle for some position at a musuem?.. or so i heard.

he says it's a boring job, giving out stickers to visitors entering the museum. but, it's so slack i want it! haha. imagine sitting at a quiet museum probably listening to your ipod, surf the net or play the psp when no one's around.

... then again, it's too good to be true. so i doubt i'll even get that kinda job in the first place. haha. see how tmr i guess.

okay in another topic, i was surfing youtube just now and found this!

as you all know the japanese people are kinda well-known for cross dressing. thus, my speculation for that particular image.

apparently, her videos are kinda well received and most of it are covers of old metal songs from ozzies to satriani. if you know both of them, you'll find it hard to believe that this lass with pretty legs can do such an awesome job covering them!

here's a video of one of my favourite covers, always with me, always with you by joe satriani. a reason for you to listen cos first of all, it's good and you too should try and figure out if it's a dude or a gal!

from the picture she sort of has a feminine curve, but then again her fingers look like mine!

all i know, if it's a girl... man, i'd fall for her even if her face isn't so pretty. HAHAHAHA!

cheers!

CYBORG SHE & HARUKA AYASE PART 2!

2009-04-13T03:32:00.002+08:00

haha, shit. i'm supposed to be sleeping, but i'm looking at pictures of her. can't help but to post another one more awesomely nosebleed cute image of haruka ayase.

heeheehee.

CYBORG SHE & HARUKA AYASE!

2009-04-13T03:04:00.005+08:00

cyborg she~ why the hell am i always smitten by cyborg girls. haha. first it was chii, now her. apparently in the movie, the cyborg wasn't really given a name... just cyborg? all i know is haruka ayase is the bomb in that movie!

ok, im making it a point that i shall revert back to my old self from now onwards! no more moping, no more being sad with stupid sappy posts!

i'm counting down to my enlistment day and trying to fill in as much activity as i can do within this span. part of me after listening to my friend's experience in civil defence camp just makes me even eager to enlist earlier. my luck hasn't really been good but i hope that by second half of the year, thing's will pick up!

it's something i see happening in my life every year. it's usually one half of the year that's good while the other is like shit. haha. i pray damn hard that this theory is true! i don't wanna suffer in camp!

the soundtrack from cyborg she is awesome man. it's been on repeat like 4382490234823904823904823493 times i think.

cheers!

2009-04-12T17:36:00.002+08:00

just a friend... huh, i really wonder how much of that is true.

my posts are getting whinier and whinier. even i am irritated by my own self. but it just goes to show how important you are to me.

it's true, i can't always have what i want. just the thought of losing you to someone else really hurts me alot. especially the part where the flashback starts.

it's like a slow painful death.

2009-04-09T03:05:00.004+08:00

What is the boundary between being friends and being lovers?

hmm, in some kinda way that thought has been running through my head quite often. haha.

well, i've come to a point where i'm not expecting anything in return. just a closure in this misery. as long as i'm able to see you from a distance, happy... i guess it's good enough for me :)

i'm watching a series of j-drama now. akai ito isn't so bad, maybe next will be female cyborg. haha. a change of anime to something more real this time.

cheers!

2009-04-06T02:16:00.002+08:00

i seriously think maybe it should be me who's supposed to be hospitalised.

1) rather me then my dad

2) i've reached a point where i seriously find no point in living

the smile you see outside is just a cover up for the bleak and irreversible damage done to me inside.

all i wished was this simple request. maybe i was foolish not to take the chance earlier. this is the price i have to pay.

never would i thought i would be depressed. but i know i am.

i wanna be happy again... like how i used to be last time. genuinely happy.

2009-04-05T03:05:00.008+08:00

i felt my heart getting crushed many many times this week. but still, i can't get my feelings off of you.

you have someone close to you, yet i try time and time again to be that guy. it sickens me that i'm having a hard time moving on.

my chest hurts... hurts real bad.

it's like the feeling of being betrayed, alone, depressed, insane all merge into one.

i've lost my motivation to live. i've lost my reason to wake up each day.

but when i talk to you, it gives me sustenance to last another grueling minute.

but it's all just delusion, cause i know i'm just another someone.

it hurts... it hurts so bad...

2009-03-31T00:12:00.001+08:00

ahh, fanboys to me was good. everything a star wars geek should watch!

and and and, zoey... man totally my kinda girl. cool, geeky and works in a comic book shop! plus she is cute! i'm referring to the character, not the actress.

oh god oh god oh god!

2009-03-26T00:00:00.003+08:00

somehow i wish i could be ryuuji. the girls like you cos you're a nice person. haha. i will emphasis on the girlS not girl. pretty interesting plot toradora has.

haii, i still feel kinda unsettled. i really wish i could turn back time and change the past. some where along the way, i regret doing what i did. so many things i wish i could change, but yeahh... pretty much impossible.

deal with it boy.

2009-03-21T23:07:00.002+08:00

ahh, i think i'll just take this chance to get over it. can't even remember the time i had a nice conversation. i'll throw in my towel.

seems like things don't seem to go too well these days. the gig was horrendous. i've got a terrible headache now. my body feels weak most of the time. haha. man, i don't know what's happening to me.

i think i give out this bad karma vibe to people around me.

but i'll live.

2009-03-18T01:02:00.004+08:00

i wanna scream till my throat burst.

i wanna stab myself and die.

i kinda wish i was'nt existing.

i really don't think i can take it anymore.

i've lost my will...

2009-03-17T13:16:00.002+08:00

hi my name is toshiro! hahaha!

it's a name churn out from one of those time wasting quiz you take on facebook. now to find a cool last name to match toshiro. sounds kinda cool lei, but i still think tadashi sounds cooler.

ohh and look at that, its the 400th post! congratulations toshiro-sama! XD

uhh, 10 more days to grad show and i'm still in the midst of preparing my portfolio. procrastinated for too long... and it's very bad knowing i lost all my past works since my laptop crashed. TmT

on the bright side, Punk Fest is this saturday and my family's off to malaysia for three days. so my house is open for party, stayover and what not. haha.

back to work.

cheers!

2009-03-15T01:03:00.005+08:00

heavy rain always get me in deep thoughts.

currently listening to the old tracks of green day. haha. each track has it's own piece of memory. like say the song 'redundant' reminds me of when i'm in the bus on the way to school for an exam back in secondary school. i was so fond of the band that i went to sign up for their fan club! haha. i still own the card and the tee shirt... man, those were the days.

anyway, like i said the rain always get me pondering about stuffs. kinda makes my heart feel unsettled at the many uncertainties life has in store for me. i can foresee many changes ahead, but there's one change i certainly would refuse to accept.

but somehow, i kinda feel that the change is imminent. it pains me knowing that and it's hard for me to swallow the fact. i seriously wonder why can't some things remain as they are? why must change take place?

hmm... i just wish i can read your mind for a minute to see what's bothering you.

*sigh.

2009-03-13T03:52:00.002+08:00

it's late and i can hear the sound of crickets outside... i kinda like it, especially during warm sunday afternoons.

2009-03-11T00:08:00.003+08:00

weird how i can feel good one moment and lousy the next just looking at how things are.

if there's someone you have in mind, i'd rather you just focus your energy there then on me. i prefer rotting alone then clinging onto that thin piece of rope called 'chance' when i know there's none.

i wanna be alone... can i be left alone?

or maybe left for dead?.. heh

2009-03-10T21:40:00.005+08:00

good music really makes my hair stand. especially metal songs that fuse in elements of classical into it.

i just listened to stratovarius and i can feel a tingling sensation. feels kinda good really, like you're really feeling the music. haha.

on a sidenote, today's JFL was awesome! despite the lousy sound quality, but owell! it was all goooood!

and yes, i was wearing my secondary school shirt. it felt so nostalgic!... i even smelt like a secondary school kid after the show! :D

cheerio!

2009-03-05T21:21:00.002+08:00

my leg hurts from all the walking and swimming. haha. but it was all fun!

despite having to stop halfway cos the rain, it was really a fun-osum day! swimming and walking around in the rain when your mom would say it's not good to play outside when its pouring... which kinda makes it twice as fun. haha.

ahh, too bad we didn't get to visit the arcade for awhile. kinda in the mood to play silent hill and the drum master game. owell, thanks to ahpek for the free tix to WWW!

oh oh oh, and speaking of that, i finally got my ticket to distant worlds! kinda broke a little, but im pretty sure it's all worth it. please please let the days pass by quickly and don't enlist me before i get to go for distant worlds!! >.<

cheers!

2009-03-03T00:55:00.002+08:00

blogging don't help... jamming doesn't either... what else can i do to get this load off?

i hate sounding like some fucked up emo kid but man. the mind is really playing some fucking weird tricks on me... and it's draining me up to a point where people can see through my thoughts. haha. im seriously drained... but what else can i do.

i know i can't win...

2009-02-28T14:03:00.004+08:00

get your tix or gth!

ok, it's a good start for the band to play at punk fest this year. next up, punk tour in sg!

who's up to bust some zombies online? hoohoohoo.

cheerio.

2009-02-28T00:24:00.005+08:00

you say words that make my day,

you say words that crush my soul.

you do things that i would do,

you do things that envy me.

you took my breath with every glance,

you took away a piece from me.

you gave me purpose to each day,

you gave me pain when you're away.

you show me light when life is hard,

you show me dark when you're not here.

you make me realise the joy of life,

you make me realise my fond for you.

ahh, some random stuff i made to get the things off my chest. haha. i'm so cheesy now.. and yes, it doesn't rhyme and all but... owell.

i wonder if everything's ok.

2009-02-19T01:07:00.004+08:00

the more i listen to distant worlds, the more i get excited about seeing them live! their songs are so nice, you can just tear... not in sadness but at how beautiful the songs are. haha. oh man i seriously can't wait!!

fyp's end is just another 4 more days. but it seems like there's much to do! even more then the requirements needed for last monday! oh man, i think i'm dead.

save me DISTANT WORLDS!!

cheers!

2009-02-15T20:16:00.002+08:00

ZOHMAIGOD!

tickets for distant worlds is coming out in march! i should really get that art's thingy membership just so i can get the tickets earlier. haha. gotta be kiasu since the expensive tickets are selling at 80! that's too cheap man. i can bet it'll sold out within just a day.

i just got my storyboard printed out and i am pretty much contented with it. 4 months of hard labour and the seeds are finally bearing its fruit. a weird metaphor, but you know what i mean. it isn't exactly top student standard, but owell. just so long as i get that diploma, is all goooood.

my eye's are freaking heavy, but i can't sleep now cos i just won't be able to sleep later on. haii.

cheers!

2009-02-08T03:15:00.004+08:00

ever get that i'm-on-top-of-the-world feeling one day but only to realise it's not what you think it is?

ahh, it's the most fucked up thing man. i'd rather not experience the former knowing it'll just intensify that shitty feeling.

fuck man. i dunno why this even fucking happen. if i could change the past, i'll make sure our paths don't meet.

haii...

2009-01-30T02:30:00.006+08:00

When thousands of peoples is riled up to see you
That can arouse ya ego, we got mouths to feed so
Gotta stay true to who you are and where you came from
Cause at the top will be the same place you hang from
No matter how big you can ever be
For whatever fee or publicity, never lose your integrity

kinda random, but this was extracted from young jeezy's my president is black. i especially like the parts in bold. it's really a patriotic american song, where even gangster rappers are rooting for their black president. barack obama is truely one of the most inspiring man there is.

me listening to gangsta-rap? shocking huh.

cheers.

2009-01-30T01:45:00.002+08:00

i don't feel good... panic? pretty much yes.

deadlines in two weeks yet i've still got a long way to go!.. and currently i'm having a brain dead session.

the space is looking good i admit but it's thanks to my friends of course. so seeing myself in this situation now kinda makes me feel helpless without them. plus with each day passing, the uneasiness in me is just getting stronger.

there's really so much things to do so little time... and my drive is running out fast.

i NEED a miracle.

2009-01-24T19:48:00.002+08:00

there was one particular episode of mythbuster where they bust this red cross myth of planting in mind control chips into people during their transfusion. the chip is of course to control the mind of the donors to return for another donation.

i was thinking the army's doing the same thing during the blood draw while i was doing my medical checkup. who knows right? for all i know there's this chip inside my vein thats slowly trying to take control of my brain to be more patriotic to this country...

then again, i think i'm watching too much television. haha.

ahh, fyp's a killer. another 4 more weeks to go!

cheers!

2009-01-21T21:45:00.005+08:00

wow, my dad actually allows me to study in london after ns?... shokku-desu. which kinda means i have the green light to study abroad. =D

yorkshire, in between leeds, manchester and liverpool. sweeeeet! i can finally watch liverpool live from anfield and maybe a chance to bump across oasis's gig.

but this is of course not confirmed. i'll probably have to work for it... and i wanna save up some cash for a trip to japan. so it's either studies first, or enjoy life for a little while longer. hmm...

oh well, med checkup later at 8. ahh, i've seen two of my friends having bad after effects from the blood test. damn doctors!! i make a big deal out of this because of my phobia with needles... unless of course it's handled by a gentle nurse.

how how how?

cheers!

2009-01-20T01:14:00.002+08:00

finally, a moment of breather.

past few weeks was really hectic with a couple of last minute stuffs here and there. but even after this submission, i shouldn't let my guard down and slack. only one more month to go and the little extra push i do right now will determine how i'll fare in the future! go go fik! haha.

i must admit, the morning was really a rush. but after that onwards, relaxing by the reservoir with the strong wind brushing through your skin really feels good. now this part of submission day i can live with... oh, good day it was! =B

ahh, 13 more hours till my presentation. enough time to game. heh heh.

cheers!

beautiful!

2009-01-16T02:29:00.003+08:00

ahh, antonio vivaldi, such genius alongside bach and beethoven. such songs just give out this great sense of classical feeling. like as if you are at that point of time and era. beautiful.

the remixed metal version is just as good. it can be assumed that if you're a metal guitarist, you're good. haha. but i guess it depends WHO that person is.

having a sudden urge to get a new guitar. add in another one more to my current collection. heehee.

i'm aiming to get an ESP guitar this time. i want something that has this metal crunch when you palm mute and a high pitch tone when you shred.

just beeeeeeutifooooool~

cheers!

2009-01-11T02:27:00.003+08:00

ahh man, rendering sure is a pain in the ass. kinda takes like 15mins or so just to test render an image... note: it's only TEST render!

but still, my spaces are coming to life. i'm just feeling lazy cos there's so many tiny little details i have to take note of; which is something that's really of a hassle. if only there's someone to do it for me. haha.

ahh, boring post yes. back to rendering!

2009-01-06T00:44:00.004+08:00

i fear the future now more then ever.

my chest feels heavy and there's a sharp pierce in my eyes. it's probably the realisation of growing up being responsible for your own self.

haii, it's really bothering me big time.

2009-01-02T20:55:00.003+08:00

hoho! i've decided to place an order on plastic tree's merry go around the world dvd on monday! see, patience pays off cos the price is reduced and i got 300yen coupon to use. it ain't much, but still, woo!

night cycling and supper later. i'm really kinda sleepy right now. let's just hope i don't fall asleep.

cheers! ^^

2009-01-01T23:52:00.000+08:00

it's abit too late, but happy new year! =)

there wasn't really anything special done to commemorate the coming of 2009, except for the fact that i tried to go against time and complete chrono cross before the end of 2008. haha.

accomplishment for 2008:

- survived 2 months of SIP

- got hold of PSP!

- got my dream bass guitar <3

- completed ffcc, ff7, ff8, ff9, dead head fred, god of war, tiberium wars

- attended and dressed up for halloween for the first time

- closer ties with friends

i believe there's alot more, but i can't seem to remember what. owell.

so i guess for me, 2008 wasn't really much a bad year, nor was it a good one. but there are times and moments i really cherish. let's just hope there will be more of that this year.

then again, with NS coming up, i just got a feeling the coming two years won't really be much of a good one. haha.

so my resolutions for 2009?

- keep fit (and probably try to grow, haha)

- thrifty

- be a nicer guy

- make my folks proud and burden free

this year's resolution are much more attainable. maybe the first one would be abit of a trouble, but i'll try. heh heh.

anyway, 2 more months and it's the end of poly years. i guess when you're 20, the world really is a serious place. NS will take 2 years of my life and by then i'll be 22. if i'm going for further studies that'll take another few years. growing older sure is pretty scary.

it felt like as if it was yesterday i was in dunman's classroom, daydreaming during english lesson and doodling on my notes. gone were those carefree days when we think today will come in a long long time.

goes to show, time waits for no one huh. therefore, 2009 will be the year i'll take chances. i don't want to regret in the future knowing that i could have done something but i have not because i'm either too afraid or egoistic.

let's just pray for better times ahead. ^^

2008-12-27T01:59:00.000+08:00

salute to EA for making awesome games. must get my hands on CoD4 and C&C Red Alert 3.

2008-12-25T00:16:00.003+08:00

it's 12 and santa's not here to give me my presents. that proves he's non-living or even existant. either that or i'm just a non-believer.

peepshow once again did an amazing set. i hope to see their show on the 27th. expecting it to be a great one since they did say their new songs sound deeper, darker and edgier.

along the way, i kinda had a deep thought to myself. guess it only made me feel disappointed even more. things like this, luck will never be on my side.

whatever it is, merry christmas.

2008-12-24T03:03:00.007+08:00

the greatest clown there ever is and a true punk rocker.

... i'm tired, so fuck you world.

2008-12-21T00:45:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA! shit always happen to me, i've grown used to it. give me more of it please.

so as of today, i'm depressed.

:<

2008-12-14T02:18:00.002+08:00

it's been awhile.

alot has happened and i've no idea where to start... probably just stating that the party on friday was pretty fun. =)

think less fik, think less. maybe a little positive thinking should straighten you a little. but there's always this heavy feeling inside which even screaming my lungs out won't be rid of it.

ahh man, it's the holidays now. but there's still tons of work to do. T_T

cheerio.

fend

2008-12-05T03:16:00.002+08:00

i feel really shitty today. there's something about rainfall that makes me start to think about stuffs seriously?

sometimes i wish thing's like this won't have to happen man :<

pura acoustic!

2008-12-01T23:48:00.003+08:00

ahhh, note to self: don't listen to stomach when hungry, listen to brain.

damn, i was friggin hungry so i kept stuffing myself with burger, dinner, cake and misc. now i feel like my stomach's having indigestion?.. or whatever it is.

~.~ ooooh

anyway, since most of the confirmation for the project is almost there, it's time for cadding and 3d modeling. the problem now is that there is just toooooooo many small detailing that needs to be done. haha!

first was too much planning and now it's too much detailing. there's never a time i'm ever contented with anything. mehh~

plastic tree acoustic is ZAWSOMEEEE~ as if their studio album isn't good enough, their LIVE ACOUSTIC sounds just as good or better. well, on par i would say... but it's still nice!

cheers!

the real suigintou!

2008-11-26T00:32:00.005+08:00

everything i see is like a reminder... one of which i would love to be spared at least a day cos it's distracting me from my project.

ahhk, does that suck or what? haha.

with every playtime plastic tree gets on my itunes, the more i grow fond of their music. the really mellow ones are currently stuck on repeat. the music kinda relaxes you when you're in a tight situation, all stressed up and pissed off... meh.

on a happier note, i got to take a pic with suigintou at the anime festival asia last sunday! =3

you can practically read 'i am sooo happy' on my forehead. haha!.. too bad shinku wasn't there. if there was and a pretty one at that, i'd be having major nosebleed!

take note the peace sign was done out of impulse cos i was too nervous just standing next to her. haha.

cheers!

miewdmweidew.

2008-11-25T00:18:00.003+08:00

i've never felt lazy and lethargic yet having the urge to get my work done at the same time. the mind is motivated but the flesh is weak to reciprocate. haha.

blooooooooooooody hell.

unhealthy obsessions, unhealthy obsessions, unhealthy obsessions! must rid myself of such distractions and focus myself on that damn project.

grahh!! >m<

ANIME FEST ASIA EVE!

2008-11-21T20:23:00.004+08:00

i'll be damn, fatigue's rearing its ugly head. ~.~

concept and concept models turning out pretty nicely. now i just gotta redo the site contours and the development for interiors shall begin! one step closer to production and i can finally say goodbye to concept development! hoho!

shall be motivated, shall be motivated, shall be motivated, shall be motivated!!

anyway, anime festival asia kicks off tomorrow! that's one day for work gone. but!!.. i shall make up for it once i get home. probably start working on it in the next morning. ahh, how 'fun' life is.

cheers!

babi kental bacin.

2008-11-18T01:25:00.003+08:00

i should be chirpy, but i'm not.

instead i feel kinda melancholic and down. haha. weird huh... probably just too caught up with my own problems.

... or maybe i'm thinking too much.

hur, suckerdoodledoo!

cheerio~

go to dmc!

2008-11-15T01:56:00.007+08:00

SATSUGAI SE YO!

god damn, detroit metal city sure is shit! i mean, wad anime could be better then DMC having stuffs like music, comedy, vulgarity and sex humour all in one. this show is the 'rape' if i were to put it in krauser's term. haha!

anyway i juz wanna say a big thank you to AIN, NICK AND TARA for the birthday chillout session. waaaay over but still, it's the thought that counts. =D

so much pain. the headache's getting worse too. it's a combination of everything excruciating both mentally and physically.

GO TO DMC!

super belated bday

2008-11-09T00:10:00.003+08:00

yesterday was really awesome... guess the company and the sheesha temporarily made me forget about my problems.

ahh, the year will soon come to pass and i wonder if i've done anything meaningful for me to remember this year by. so far i can't think of any and it's just sickening knowing i didn't make full use of the year.

seems like the past is making it's comeback... and yet i'm letting it repeat itself.

... idiot.

2008-11-07T02:09:00.003+08:00

i hate myself as of today.

... and fyp's just making it worse.

what a contradictory to the previous post.

*sigh*

obama wins by a landslide!

2008-11-05T21:01:00.013+08:00

BARACK OBAMA WINS BY A LANDSLIDE!

.. and not a moment too soon!

as i check my account to see what's with the massive amount of mails i received today, i saw many jubilant subjects celebrating the win of barack obama as the 44th american president.

the emails were all from several green agencies i signed up with to aid the already deteriorating natural environment. with obama as the new president, earth mother can finally heave a sigh of relieve as actions to help it recuperate from the already done damages will soon be put to action.

not only that, issues like poverty will also be tackled and that is really something i would love to see decline under his reign.

it is indeed a good morning for activists like us and i do agree with everyone in school that as soon as i woke up today, it felt like a refreshing new day.

cheers to a new era!

20th bday!!

2008-11-03T23:55:00.013+08:00

HAPPY B'DAY TO MEEE!

that's another year to add to my already miserable life. haha. but its MANY MANY thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes! special thank you to my studio-mates with the cake and all. REALLY appreciate it! =3

ahh, the siansational feeling is overwhelming me. must be fyp. yup, must be it! damn you!!

would be nice if aiko were to sing me a birthday song... *swoons*

cheers!

fanboy much?

2008-11-02T16:54:00.003+08:00

*bangs head*

i think japanese front women are awesome? shiina ringo, uki, aiko! ahhh, their songs are stuck on repeat on my itunes! haha.

ohh, ever seen aiko with a huge plush dog? it was so cute i almost got a nosebleed!

ok, not good not good! musn't get distracted... back to work!!

aiko! <3

2008-11-02T02:37:00.008+08:00

AHAHAHA! i'm such a sucker for girls like aiko. bangs, curled ends, cute, petite?... ahhh~ i can dream can i?

guess i should stop watching videos of her on youtube. getting kinda unhealthy just dreaming about things that's impossible to get. haha.

halloween at downtown was fun man! i mean, park rides and ghouls? what can be better! we even got to scare the hell out of kids and some group of girls. haha!

the haunted house was alright. it's more gore then scary... well except for that creepy old granny towards the end of the walk, now thats scary!

i'll post the pictures when i get'em. i was a japanese kabuki demon! woot!

cheers!

AIKOOO~

2008-10-31T20:38:00.007+08:00

ahh, i'm glad that my issue is strong enough to make it through the final year project. plus matthias says the project is a subject that most lecturers have handled before.

i could use this to my advantage by tapping information from their experience! but then again it might back fire on me if i try to lie my way through. haha. but nonetheless, i shall persevere! =D

heehee. aiko looks like a doll here. plus her voice is really... *melts*

yea yea, kental.. but who cares. haha. i now have in my laptop her album and shakalabbits! fyp is less stressful when you got nice new songs to listen to while doing work.

ohh yeahh, sucks that i lost my important files just two days ago. it's a good thing i'm not suicidal or a pessimist. i'd probably be in a mental hospital depressed or something if i were.

cheers!

cblj

2008-10-24T02:09:00.006+08:00

overwhelming urge to bang my head on the wall.

ahh, siaal ah... i need my brain to shut up now.

1st Sgt G. Fikry

2008-10-21T00:00:00.005+08:00

.. ooh man! this is CLASSIC!

never tot i'd ever see myself in that uniform again. haha! i can't even identify myself in that picture... ahh, the good times.

the ns application is being an asshole. what singpass, etc? 4 waiting days to get my password? how fast is the army working man.

fyp's finally on the roll. gotta crack my brain for another two more workable issues to present this wednesday. with the gig coming soon, i've got alot in my hands. heh, today's session was kinda awesome too! look out for 'scones for breakfast' this wednesday peeple!

cheers!

scones for breakfast!

2008-10-17T18:38:00.007+08:00

do join us for a up o' tea and some jolly ol' brit music on the 22nd of october! i say, it'll be a smashing good time lads!

ah chee bye!

2008-10-16T23:46:00.002+08:00

i'll say, today was one of the most sian-sational days ever.

drenched.

failed.

wet underwear.

soggy socks.

busted television.

lousy mood.

never felt so miserable man. they say at least in a year you'll have one of those best days and one of those lousy days. guess this was one of it. haha. oh well, at least this cat kinda cheered me up with it's aura of cuteness.

i think he's gay cos he's just too good looking/cute for a male. haha!

cheers!

death magnetic!!

2008-10-15T01:50:00.007+08:00

DEATH MAGNETIC!

finally got my hands on metallica's death magnetic! i even bought the limited edition album cover and i really must say it's worth every cent. the whole 10 track just gets you into this pure metal frenzy.

there's a few things i'd like to commend about this album:

first would be james' vocals. it's different from how he would normally sing in the previous albums. the contrast between his raspy voice in 'the end of the line' to the clean 'unforgiven III' was really something that makes this album worth listening.

the other would be reviving back to their real sound. i'm glad they didn't follow st. angers direction but instead, went back to their roots of trash and heavy metal.

i'm just stoked that death magnetic wasn't a huge disappointment. brings back to the time metallica played a huge role in my life and still do.

4.5/5 for death magnetic!

i'll make a post on yesterday's raya outing once i get the pictures. must say, i got a knack for photography too!

cheers!

ahhh stoned...

2008-10-13T03:04:00.010+08:00

the same thoughts kept recurring through my head these couple of days. sometimes i really wonder what i want... a question that will always keep me awake late at night and often the main subject when i'm stoned.

makes you wish there's a book you can read on to solve your life's problems... but then again, life won't be much of an excitement and people won't bother making an effort that way right? haha.

i always thought i have this small empty gap deep down inside and i sort of like tried to cover it up with many things. yet, it still bothers me up till now.

the human behaviour sure is a complicating subject. probably an interesting one to take note of too. once you can read the behaviour of a person, i'm pretty sure you can manipulate the person to your advantage.. an ability most guys would want. haha!

ahh, let's just say my mind's a mess right now in short. XD

on a side note, russell peters red, white and brown is dope! haha! wished i had the cash to see him live in november.

pretty much anime-ed the whole weekend away. my ass would have expanded sideways the size of a computer chair by now. good thing i got my hands full this week. gotta get out and get some fresh air! ^^

ahh man, it's late. gotta get up early later for raya outing!

cheers!

ps: i realised our performance at live freq really suck big time!.. to hell with those who said we played well! haha!!.. i'm kidding, you guys were great!

bastard cyanide!

2008-10-10T00:13:00.003+08:00

all hail metallica once again! their new album made amends to their previous st. anger. to me this album has elements of punk rock's palm muting together with melodic metal solo and tunes associated to bands like a7x and godsmack, but totally metallica! in other words, if you love the previous mentioned, you'll love their new album!

i was at hmv listening to their album and i can't help myself but headbang to it. haha. MUST GET DEATH MAGNETIC!

in other news, command and conquer: red alert 3 will be coming out pretty soon! saving up to get it. childhood game man! plus, call of duty 4 will be out in november 22! can't wait, can't wait! call me a geek or whatever, but gaming is the ultimate path to salvation for me. haha!

cheers!

anthem for a dying requiem.

2008-10-08T23:44:00.007+08:00

maybe it's just me, but i think the anthem for the united kingdom and scotland is pretty cool. i mean, the name just says it all! haha. 'god save the queen' sounds cool, even 'scotland the brave' now that's just a morale booster for men fighting in war.

speaking of war, the history of the european countries are pretty interesting too. put aside the bloodsheds and stuff and read about how countries try to gain power and those who seek independence. courageous men who brave the frontline to fight for a cause be it an order from the king or just a rebellious movement. people back then were really brave (or really reckless) and skillful compared to the ones now - solely dependent on machines and science technology.

it's kinda like reading more of a fantasy book but based on a real account. kinda makes me wished i had paid more attention during social studies or history class.

reason why i got caught up with such stuff?.. celtic punk just spark this interest all of a sudden. haha! now the tunes of bagpipe is running through my freaking head. -_-"

oh well, i'm just bored. GOD HELP ME!

cheers!

djiwedjeo!

2008-10-07T00:57:00.005+08:00

holy, the drugs feel goooooooood~

drugs as in medication drugs. haha. shiok!

cblj, most of the time today was wasted waiting in line man. first was the freaking long queue for pdl application then comes the even freaking long queue for the doctor. i even managed to get some sleep in between the wait. ~_~

today was probably another one of those sian-sational days. circuit test was really bad, there's no slot for road revision this week, stupid queues and etc.

ahhhh, sucks man.

cheers.

not right at all...

2008-10-05T00:31:00.004+08:00

something's just not right.. not right at all.

i feel like everything is out of place today. a sense of uneasiness lingers in me the whole day. i don't know why. maybe it's a sign of something ominous?.. or perhaps it's just me.

what is wrong man?

farking mundane shit

2008-10-04T02:32:00.002+08:00

life's getting even more mundane these days. like as if it isn't boring enough for me to get pass each day.

yeah well, it's the festive week with hari raya and stuff, but heck.. i'm not even feeling the mood to celebrate. just kept telling myself, 'you're going out to spend quality time with the family and as a bonus you'll get some extra cash.'

haha. i guess that's how i get through those boring days. don't get me wrong, my relatives are really fun to hangout with.. just that i'm feeling really lazy~

what shall i look forward to now that everything seems so redundant and stale. i grow weary of the things around me. haha. like haruhi, i need something to make everyday an interesting day.

wished i get sucked into a vortex and end up in a fantasy world fighting monsters and saving a pretty princess or something. LOL!

me's praying damn hard to win that damn offsprings contest for a trip to japan and live concert! >.<

... what are the odds! haha.

cheers!

fucking metalhead man!!

2008-09-30T01:07:00.005+08:00

MELODEATH!!!.. \m/

kalmah is fucking awesome! that's one more to add to the cd list along with many more finnish speed/death/power metal bands!

one more day to goooooo! =D

cheers!

hello f1!

2008-09-27T23:06:00.003+08:00

ok, i must say that the F1 race was fucking cool!

from the cars to the drivers to how they stop by the pit to get the cars fixed, i was on the edge of my seat just looking at how fast everything was!.. how i wish i was an F1 driver. haha. imagine the adrenaline rush each time you make a corner and reach speeds up to 200km/h. cool shyt!. and being the stereotypical person that i am, i'm putting my money on felipe massa of ferrari to win tomorrows race!

i would post pics of the cool cars, but too bad they won't let the public take a sneak peek at the race. T_T

in other news, i'm praying damn hard to pass my bike license by the end of this month. i heard of an offer for a 125z for 1k. whoot!

feeling the need for speed! XD

cheerio!

konata vs. guile!

2008-09-26T18:42:00.003+08:00

heehee~ the episode with konata fighting guile was hilarious! there's also one where the cast from haruhi suzumiya made a cameo appearance was pretty funny too!

i think konata is the kind of person i'd wanna make friends with.. fellow otaku! XD

cheers!

cibai laaaa~

2008-09-24T02:13:00.004+08:00

me am feeling the ROOTS, ROCK, REGGAE ma'n!

sometimes you just don't know if bob marley's singing full of passion, or he's just high on weed. haha. but the songs he composed are sort of meaningful when he sings it, especially 'no women, no cry'. there's alot of covers done as well and so far the best is by murder one. the one covered by sean kingston really murdered (pun intended) the song with his awful lyrics man.. damn awful!

i really don't know how to spend my holidays. haha. wasting it away doing nothing when people are doing productive stuffs?.. and sucks, my inner conscience is causing a pain in the ass too.

ahhhh~

ahh shit.

2008-09-23T03:27:00.003+08:00

it's late now and tossing and turning didn't really help me get to sleep. haha.

i think i've been thinking too much - like say, what have i been doing with my life so far. some people my age have already reached status up to a point they're kinda well known in a particular field. i on the other hand.. well, you know. haha. stuck at home doing unproductive stuffs.

i kinda feel that at least in my life, i have to do something which other people will find impossible to do. you know, standing out from those normal routine and actually be a someone?

man, i really need to do something about my life. can't let it go to waste! haha. i'll probably aim to become a well known musician? but seeing the standard i'm in, it'll take a long time for me to reach there. T_T

damn... probably been influenced too much by that zemotion person. SHE HAS ACCOMPLISHED SO MUCH IN HER LIFE!!.. plus, she's my age. haha. zamnnnnnn..

cheerio!

whhooot!

2008-09-16T23:17:00.001+08:00

the great honorable RUSSEL PETERS will be making an appearance here in singapore on my freaking birthday! hahaha! i tells ya, 3rd of november always brings in great moments for me. assuming i can get tickets for the show, i'll say i will have three awesome birthdays consecutively!

a7x will be in singapore on october too. contemplating whether or not to go. i have a hunch oasis might put singapore as part of their stop for their upcoming album tour. when that happens, i wanna have money on standby to see them! it beats seeing a7x anyway. haha. even if i were to see a7x, it's just to hear Dear God. then again, the money could be use to see the great russel peters!

ahh well, gotta think wisely to which i wanna go; and to be able to pick only one...

.. tough!

cheers!

burns baby!

2008-09-15T23:51:00.000+08:00

... get me a burns bison bass, and i'll do whatever you want me to.

if that's not the most beautiful-est bass (next to my current one), i don't know what is. plus it has this thick rock and roll sound that is just freaking awesome! BURNS BISON BABY! haha.

currently, english related stuff seems to be the main thing running through my mind. stuffs like oasis, beatles, burns, scones, brainiac, trigger happy tv etc seem to be constantly running through my head. goes to show the media do play a huge role in brainwashing the masses. haha.

preparation for the BRIT-ROCK gig at temasek design school seems to be undergoing smoothly. looking forwad to the next rehearsal man!.. and of course the real thing!

sidetrack: beng beng taste like top or whatever it's called... but damn yummy hor.

cheers!

INSOMANIACS!

2008-09-10T01:39:00.002+08:00

here's something interesting from yahoo news:

"TORONTO - Oasis rocker Noel Gallagher was attacked at a concert, and the alleged assailant was charged Monday."

man, there's even a video on youtube that shows noel getting pushed from the back, resulting him getting knocked over his amplifier.. and to think this week i've been very into oasis. haha. plus, i was expecting a show from liam to beat the crap out of the guy or something. probably that happened back stage.

speaking of oasis, INSOMNIA will be presenting to you an english style, BRIT-ROCK gig at temasek design school in october. there will be songs from electrically engaging OASIS to classic rock sounds of THE BEATLES. be sure to come over to see us play!

this gives me all the more reason to dress up. heh heh. bring on that rounded sunglasses and english accent!

cheers!

i think i'm dumb..

2008-09-03T23:43:00.003+08:00

it was kinda nice to meet up with some of the remains of 5A. shocking news about izyan too! haha. it got everyone to focus their attention on her, which makes it the limelight of the session.

ahh, but now i'm having a major headache. must be cos of the cold and the rain.

cheers!

fuck this.. fuck everything

2008-08-30T15:10:00.004+08:00

i was reading up on grunge and so i decided to find out more on the definition of punk.. and this i found clearly answers the question,

"As a Clash associate describes singer Joe Strummer's outlook, 'Punk rock is meant to be our freedom. We're meant to be able to do what we want to do'.."

cheers!

tifa... tifa... tifa

2008-08-25T19:09:00.006+08:00

Q: you know why you get fever?

...

A: cos you're too FAT and the heat can't escape!

hahaha!! that's one of the most hilarious thing to say to someone right in the face if the dude has fever. overall i'd say the sitcom first class did managed to catch my attention.. but the kids' acting really need to do better.

class chalet was really fun the other night. too bad it had to rain, so we didn't really get to fully enjoy the chalet to the max. i was pretty tired from walking in town and the rain made me feel like snuggling in my comfy bed, so i decided to give the stay over a pass.

tifa is the bomb in FF7 and advent children! =3

cheers!

GOLD FOR GAMING!!!

2008-08-21T00:50:00.004+08:00

nerdus maximus is i!

my superior training has finally bear its results. ruby and emerald weapon have both been defeated! MWAHWAHWAHWAHWA!!!

it ain't easy man. research after research and even tactical planning like materia attachment needs to be thought of carefully. one wrong step and the whole game's over before you know it.

.. and shit, after defeating the two of them, beating jenova and sephiroth was a piece of cake! i can even say that full of confidence and arrogance cos i know i'll never lose no matter how many times i try to beat them. HAHAHA!

ok, it's a sense of triumph and achievement for me, of course i gotta brag. XD

so FFCC and FFVII are done with. next up, FFAC and other small parts that make up the FFVII compilation to make everything complete. thus, making me an official fanboy of FFVII. lol!

ok, enough of FF stuffs. i'm kinda bored stuck at home cos of holidays. if fasting month was still months away, i'd be finding a job now working. too bad the timing is'nt so good.

then again.. sitting back, relax, gaming and watching video ain't that bad at all.

cheerio!

fwatswaizer.

2008-08-16T14:16:00.003+08:00

ahhhhk~

my head hurts and my eyes feel like there's a jillion dust blown into it...

i dunno why i'm doing this post cos i'm suppose to get some sleep from yesterday's chalet.

ahh, it's raining.. back to sleep...

... zzz.

new university!

2008-08-11T21:36:00.008+08:00

to those who read the new paper a couple of weeks ago, yours truely was featured in an article. hehhehheh.

well, but the point is that the article was on this university they're planning to make, that offers courses which allows you to have a major and minor. kinda cool huh. plus they're offering design and architecture! probably i'll take that as a major while business and marketing as minor. a good combo for money making strategy. lol.

but that's not all, it's gonna be located right around expo! HAHAHA! zawsome man!.. and set to be completed by 2011, by which i've already completed NS! freaky how things seem to go my way sometimes. haha.

the olympics kinda took my television shows away. but the interesting one was the basketball match between team usa and team china. those guys were damn tall!.. and to see the two nation with strong basketball exposure in action, it was pretty interesting.

well, this years national day fireworks was abit weak. china's was waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay better.

cheers!

crisis core!

2008-08-02T23:26:00.010+08:00

... and so the fanboy in me kicks in!

FINAL FANTASY VII!

i always tell myself that FF9 is the best ever, but when crisis core comes in, it brings FF7 to a different level. don't get me wrong, i still think FF9 is the best in terms of storyline, characters and even music, but FF7 comes close to it. haha.

man, crisis core is so awesome, its kinda sad just to see it come to an end. plus the ending is so tragic, it just triggers your heartstrings. pfft. dammit. people should really take the time to soak in the story of FF and not play it just to level up, be strong and kick the bosses ass. haha. it's like an interactive movie that is best played slowly and understand what the story is about. as always, FF is zawsome!!

singfest is currently on today and tomorrow. haiz, its a waste they don't do the same for the local lineup on other occasions besides singfest. i mean, plainsunset, fishtank and giants must fall! woah, power pack sia! hopefully baybeats could do something like this too. HOPEFULLY. haha.

well, i'd like to end this entry by posting a pic offffff~

... CISSNEI!~ haha.

cheers!

P3'S OVAHHHH!!

2008-07-25T22:59:00.005+08:00

*aaaaah~*

it's time to breathe easy cos P3's ovahhh! oooooooyeah!

well, the experience for P3 was insane, but way better then P2. hanging out with my mates at studio till late is kinda like the stuff that will make campus life memorable. the feeling of adrenaline rush to get the printing done few hours before deadline was crazy. haha. but there's definitely more to come when fyp comes... so bring it on!!!

.. but before that, i need more time to recuperate from the stress of P3. haha.

i'm waiting anxiously for the results for tapestry to come out. i hope we get in. i've also applied for full flight 08. hope we get the cut for audition. plus, i'm also waiting for the comfirmation for the lunchtime performance at tp. playing at all 3 gigs sure will be schweeeeeet! hope we get in for full flight. it's one of the biggest event to be held at scape man!

kinda damn full from the istanbul laksa at eastpoint. there are alot of food stalls at eastpoint mayne! shit, gotta go there often to eat siaa~ the shop that sells the istanbul laksa has alot more yummy food that i gotta try. haha. shall drop by simei more often now. plus i heard there's a LAN shop there. all the more reason to visit eastpoint. >.<

cheers!

NO SHIT MAYNE!

2008-07-19T23:36:00.005+08:00

"WOAH! NO SHIT!!!"

i missed plainsunset and giants must fall at weekend trip TODAY! grahh! youse gotsta be kidding me man!! T_T

on a more relevant news, today was really one tiring day man. first was apel in the morning (which i was late), audition for tapestry in the afternoon and outing with ze usuals after that. imagine going around all these places with my bass guitar. it's not light mind you. haha. i can feel muscles bulging from the back of my shoulders. but i also feel that my vision is getting shorter too, if you catch ma drift. haha.

plus, i can't really count how many times we've LAN this month man. SERIOUSLY! haha. we can LAN three times in a week for 1.5 hours. i think our skills in C.S must be damn good. haha. t'was fun man.

that's all there is. now to get back to watching alexander then back to work. one day wasted goofing off.

cheers!

COMIC CON 08!

2008-06-28T20:19:00.017+08:00

i just got back from the toy and comic con at suntec and i must say, it wasn't really wow but alright i guess.

the japanese side was AWESOME! the ones that got me was the dolls. haha. after admiring most of it online, i finally get to see a real one up front... AND AND AND!..

SHINKU!

haha. but it wasn't just her, its the whole rozen maiden set!

ahh, i really didn't wanna leave the shop when i saw them. haha. i MUST get shinku! ~.~

so at the end of the day, we got hold up by a storm trooper. but we used our jedi mindtrick to get him take a picture with us and then escape from the clutches of the evil empire.

tara was there too, but she took the photo. haha.

well, the commercial's about to end and i wanna watch LOTR. hopefully the plan for the night ride manage to pull through. its a SATURDAY!

cheers!

save the queen!

2008-06-20T02:43:00.003+08:00

ahh, general beatrix!.. strong and beautiful, the type of woman any dude would fall for. =3

it's almost three and i'm not asleep. working my ass off for this project man. can't complain cos somehow the project i'm doing on seems interesting. can't wait to see how it'll turn out once all is done... maybe by then my hair would already be long enough for me to do a comb-over. haha!

comic-con is just one week away! woo!! the prizes they're gonna give away seems pretty grand. plus if i'm lucky, i might even spot some FF cosplayers. hopefully there are some DECENT cosplayers for FF9. i'd be damn annoyed if i were to see an ugly cosplay version of princess garnet or general beatrix man! haha.

me wants an OST of FF9. ~.~

cheers!

scarface.

2008-06-16T18:52:00.004+08:00

money. power. respect.

it's a quote said by scarface and i'm pretty sure everyone agrees to that. which is the reason why everyone's working hard to earn cash and climb up the top of the business ladder.

well, i'm pretty much shagged. IT fair was a bummer. didn't really earn much from my sales and it was really tiring! it's tough when you have to fight for customers just so you can get more commission. i guess if you ain't tough, you'll never make it in life. haha... stop being so naive fik. ~.~

cheerio!

bababa...

2008-06-07T01:39:00.004+08:00

this is pathetic i know, but i found TWO DOLLARS! haha. with all this price hike, i think every cent counts.

damn, it's only the first week of school and i'm dead tired. somehow i think working ain't so bad. haha. i find it less stressful.

cheers!

VAN'S SLIPS!

2008-06-01T23:32:00.003+08:00

woo! it's the beautiful lady ingrid! she's like my crush on S.F right now. heeheehee.

yesterday was sheesha session with neenee and bingbing. the cherry mint we ordered was strong but awesome man! too bad mine sucks cos it made me feel like puking.

slacked my sunday afternoon away playing my lovely bass. haha! i feel like my bass guitar is the most precious thing i own right now. everything has got to be the best for her. oh yah, i've decided to name her sakura since most sakura girls on animes are pretty. hohoho!.. that's one weak reason man fik. ~.~"

went to lepak at night with the dudes. got mahself van's slippers! i think it's pretty cheap too! fuck man, vans shoes and slippers! awesome!!! next, a whole collection of vans tee!

school tomorrow, so gotta catch some zee's.

cheers!

good day!

2008-05-28T23:26:00.004+08:00

right, there's alot of stuffs that happened which has not been mentioned, so im'ma make this brief. haha, i'm just lazy to type it in detail.

went vivo to accompany ain for her job application at sentosa. apparently it rained, so we just slacked at starbucks and chat. was nice talking to her uh. haha. tons of things to crap about. haha. after that i met up with a couple of my coursemates for dinner at simpang. it's been a long time since we met each other since internship and everyone was kinda in good spirits. haha. i was too! chat and ate the night away. took a ride in hanan's car with nas and imah back home. the ride was short but it was nice catching up with them. awesome day! ^^

last saturday was another awesome day! haha. the usual have finally come together to walk the streets of orchard! the whole gang was there so it was fun to finally hang out with everyone and do lame and crappy stuffs. haha. it's been too long since we've all hung out together in town man! we went from town to bugis and decided to drop by music garage to see oligarchy and SOTB perform. it was a great show and meeting up with them sure was great! haha. in fact that day i almost met up with everyone! sheesha after that and we smoked till ard 11.45 to catch the last train and bus home. another awesome day man!

this coming saturday is sheesha again with ain and the band! woot! shiok hor! can't wait! hahaha!

this week has been a good week, but i'm pretty sure there's a catch to this and i'm suspecting an ominous sign to appear next week. haha. i'm being superstitious here.

cheers!

botak hor!

2008-05-23T01:34:00.002+08:00

haha, welcome to ns-ville. population, less then 1cm hair length. LOL!

one moment i had a mohawk, the next i'm a bald guy. YES! i am BALD! oh my god. never have i thought this would happened, but oh well. no regrets. haha. i wanted to grow my hair back from scratch to make it a healthier hair anyway.

uhm, pics shall be posted soon!

holidays mean i'm just stuck at home. pretty bored. just me and my bald head. HAHA!

bye!

fark you la farktard.

2008-05-18T14:39:00.002+08:00

yesterday's gig at beat merchants was good, except the bass amp kept messing around with me and raf's occasional guitar disconnection due to his lousy cable was really one thing that people won't wanna hear. haha.

thanks to those who came - ain, nick, naomi, raf's friends/sis whoever else i can't remember due to the heavy (and i really mean HEAVY!) sheesha smoking session at arab street. we started at around 12 but only left at 3. boy did we smoke the tobacco dry. haha.

after which we slacked somewhere till the first bus came. to pass the time, we played a 50 cents worth of fooseball (however you spell it). somehow it seems alot of fun playing that during 4 in the morning. haha. we were fucking stoned i bet.

laugh and laugh took the first bus got home shower sleep.

six hours of sleep seems just nice for me. but seeing i got two weeks of holiday, i can get back that lost sleeping hours anytime. haha.

im'ma go to the library to borrow a biography on kurt cobain. it's interesting to read on his life after wiki-ing about him. somehow, the depressing life that i read about him kinda rub it onto me and i feel the same way as him. haha. hope i don't shoot myself in the head and leave a suicide note next to me.

cheers!

chibai la!

2008-05-13T17:43:00.003+08:00

seems like thing's are going pretty bad.

STAGECREWS' closed! like WTF MAN! the place is like my hangout place to jam and stuff. it was a place where i can jam wearing chapalang clothing and lepak like as if its my own home. where are we spose to rely on a good jamming studio now. T_T

my precision bass is slowly slipping away from my grasp. i REALLY want that bass man. if i got hold of it sooner, this won't have happen and i won't be worried about finding the exact same bass for such a freaking good price! GRAH!

no bass.. shows in just three days time. no practice, no excuse yet to get out from work.

shit la, i knew there's a catch when you think life's going too good for you.

cheers!

return of the rat

2008-05-09T16:04:00.004+08:00

awesome! we'll be playing alongside oligarchy and muddybanks once more, with new friends from SOTB on 17th may at beat merchants studio! details are all there and invites is for everyone!

i'm always psyche when i see our band name on gig posters. it kinda makes me go 'wow!' haha.

16th may - CCN day concert.

17th may - Return of the Rat.

totally awesome week next week with many jam sessions and rehearsal! i love my life when i get to do what i love best, MAKING MUSIC!

cheers!

oooooosome!

2008-05-06T22:10:00.011+08:00

this will be a quick post to update some stuffs!

1) i has PSP!! been waiting 3 long years for this day to come!.. and i even managed to snag me a good bargain at that! hohoho!

2) IRONMAN was a killer movie! 4.9/5 for ratings. haha! two years of waiting and it was really worth the wait man! i'm truely satisfied...

ok, that's all. i'm very busy trying to play psp, watch anime, surf the net, chat and watching brainiac now... who says guys can't multi-taks! XD

cheers!

ps: here's a thought: why is a delivery made on land called a 'shipment', while the one made on sea called a 'cargo'?

cloud nine!

2008-05-04T00:42:00.005+08:00

i tried watching the melancholy of haruhi suzumiya after procrastinating for so long. haha. since i'm desperate not being able to find new shows to satisfy my ever growing need for anime, i decided to settle for this.

there are two ways you can watch this anime. one being the chronological order in which the episode numbers are given by haruhi and the other following the episodes in which the show was aired, given by kyon.

i tried following kyon's method, which is watching it episode by episode. but after two episodes, i was'nt able to understand the show cos his way makes the storyline jumbled up. haha. ended up watching the chronological order. it was there the whole story made sense and ended up watching it one after another... i'd say it's a pretty good show! the characters being eccentric, just gives it extra points for watching. heh heh.

.. and i've finally updated the 'currently watching' list. so now i have a couple of shows to watch! looking forward to watch NANA and bakumatsu. =D

on another note, i have finally gotten my hands on FF-X! haha. as if watching animes wasn't enough. wooooo!~

to top that up, few weeks from now... there shall be PSP and FF crisis core! awesome!

cheers!

DEBIT ARHH!

2008-04-30T23:00:00.005+08:00

i really like that picture. she looks like one of those blythe dolls! haha. i took this from artandghosts' DA gallery. check'em out!

ahh, thank god for whoever made labour day a public holiday! haha. if only i could apply for leave, i would have done so on friday for longer weekends!

life takes a better turn when you have money... yes, my pay's in and it's with bonus! woo, boss power arh!

.. plus in two weeks time, my debit card will arrive and online spending here i come!

cheers!!!

fuck, stone!

2008-04-27T23:23:00.003+08:00

i'm feeling very drowzy from the medications and seeing that i didn't blog for so long, i'd thought of at least updating some stuffs.

1) happy birthday to me mate, amir! had a blast the other night hanging out and stuffs. haha. was nothing much, but yeah t'was awesome!

2) we got a gig at music garage on 17th may! another awesome stuff... and what a way to mark the end of SIP by having a gig. haha!

3) as you can see, the anime list is growing smaller and smaller. seems like i've watched quite alot of it and now i can't seem to find any nice ones to watch. haha. someone, please help me!

ok, that's it. i'm fucking stoned now and i can't think. see ya'll in dee next post!

cheers!

sucks lah

2008-04-21T18:15:00.006+08:00

ahh, i really don't have a life man. haha! but at least i waste my time wisely rather then doing *bleep* things that won't even benefit oneself.

today's off day cos of the genesis meeting. hoho, i should be at work now but i'm at home blogging. but damn lah, gotta get back to work tomorrow.. hur.

had lunch with gen after which i met ain and nick to hangout. like really no life.. haha. our plans had to change cos tara's add drop was taking forever!

hanging out with them today was kinda funny cos of the topic. we should have a proper hang out session with tara next time!

man, i REALLY regret cutting my hair short. i will NEVER cut it short again... and hopefully I will grow and NOT be SHORT one day...

haha, dammit.

cheers!